everything is a mess and everything goes wrong.
Some days are great and you think life is beautiful.
And then some days start nicely and end up shitty.
I really am tired.
It was so hard to get out of bed today.
The door, opening again... and I got so scared.
I don't want to stay like this!
I hate to be like this!
But, so cliché, it wasn't my fault!
Really, it wasn't, and you know it.
And I tried to be calm today.
I was calm today, not happy, but calm.
And I "changed the subject", but you were in the same mood as yesterday, and I really don't know what to do...