what now?"sit" and wait as my dreams fly right in front of my eyes...
others can, why can't i?
i don't actually "sit", i'm a full time baby sitter for a couple of 4 year old twins...
and pick them at school, and cook, and clean, and give baths, and work 5h one day and then 13h on the other...
no regular timetable,
usually days off aren't weekends...
and if my english sucks, i'm sorry,
lack of writing... everything looks wrong...
i'm frustrated, yes
got back in the pills, hopefully they'll help.
miss you baby...
wanna live with you
want us both to work on what we like
have money to raise kids properly...
...be happy...
