Tired of being nice!
This shit is over!
I care too much about everybody else's problems and always try to help...
No more!
I'm the one who always gets fucked up!
I'm tired!
I just don't care anymore...

Crazy shrinks...

Am I the only one with a crazy shrink??
I mean, you kinda know when you need one, but still, they don't know everything about you!
That guy saw me like 3 times in 7 months and he thinks he knows me...?!
Do all psychiatrists have the need to find something big and dark that made us depressed?!
God, this guy is making things up, he's the crazy one...
I mention that I would like to go to this summer fest but I probably won't because I don't have the money... and he starts talking about the t-shirt I'm wearing, that has a radio stamped on it, and the reasons why I chose to wear it... OMG!
Now really, I chose that one to wear today because I had to iron a t-shirt to wear and of the big pile of clothes I have to iron, taht one was on top, and I just like it!


Come on is he crazy or what??
And the worst is that I hate to go look for another shrink, again, and tell him/her all over again, and still they will never know my entire life...
I'm tired of this shit.
More meds. A new one this time. More expensive...
Another thing, in December I paid 70€, in February 75€ and now I paid 85€! WTF?!?


Wish life could just get better...

I don't feel any like this pics...
but they're meking me feel a little better...

I'm sooooo tired

It feels like yesterday I was working and that being with you was two or three days ago... It's so weird... I feel really tired, I feel like I didn't have the last two days off... It's like I've always been working... It feels like I left that house yesterday night, or worst, like hours ago... I can't explain... It feels like I haven't been with you just yesterday... I miss you so much... and rest...I miss that too...peace...

My eyes won't shut...

Back here.
Not because of the drugs though...
Yesterday I left work at 23h,
Today (weekend...) I started at 9:30h
Left at 23h. No breaks.
Tomorrow I start at 9h,
and will probably leave around 22h...
hopefully...


I'm so tired and I can't sleep...
My head... it doesn't stop, for a minute.
It's hard because even when I'm asleep
I'm not actually resting, you know...?