I'm moving!

I hope this happens very fast.
I'm going crazy here.
I really am.

I've got a pain in my sawdust

I've got a pain in my sawdust /

That's what's the matter with me /

Something is wrong with my little inside/

I'm just as sick as can be /

Don't let me faint, someone get me a fan /

Someone else run for the medicine man /

Ev'ryone hurry as fast as you can /

I've got a pain in my sawdust

sight

I'm sick.
I'm damaged.


I'm ok.
Then I'm angry,
Then I explode and cry.
Then I'm sad.
Then I'm numb.

tea

Is it gonna get better or what??

Bah!

just tired of being poor...

quick question:

will i ever be happy?
cause i'm really starting to doubt it...
='(

Tired of being nice!
This shit is over!
I care too much about everybody else's problems and always try to help...
No more!
I'm the one who always gets fucked up!
I'm tired!
I just don't care anymore...

sick and tired

literally.
i'm sick.
and i'm tired.
so fucking tired.
and i need to sleep,
but i can't...


one of this days i'll run away...

Crazy shrinks... (part II)

Just forgot this one... it went kinda like this:

me: You see, I have a really bad memory...
I have to make lists of what I have to do just so I won't forget it...

shrink: And why do you think that is?
(shrink talk...)

me: I don't know, maybe the medication...? I've been taking these drugs for so long...

shrink: Well, I think it's because weather your anxious or you have Alzheimer's...
(kinda joking me...)

me: I'm not anxious everyday... I really have a memory problem...!

shrink: ...

me: Those are the only options?!

shrink: ... (yes)

me: Well, no, I don't think I have Alzheimer's...!

shrink: You'd be the first case I've seen of Alzheimer's at the age of 24...

me: 25


Now really, am I that crazy?!?